omg!!! the problem is in my MO ini files! i first replaced the ini files with my original ini files created by skyrim when you run the normal launcher (i have a habit of keeping originals). loaded game, tried to access map - crashed to desktop. ok, problem not in the My computer > Documents > Skyrim .ini files (i thought maybe i put something there that i shouldnt have). then i physically removed the two .ini files in MO profiles directory, and guess what, it works now. ffs. now how do i locate the problem in those files? the ini tweaks are scattered in the mod's detailed instructions page. is there not one page where all of the .ini tweaks (for STEP: Core & Extended) are located? has anyone ever attempted to do this? anyways, here are my ini files contents (from MO directory). on memory side: 2Gb VRAM, 16Gb RAM skyrim.ini skyrimprefs.ini